being in love

yaya....yesterday wif quan ,he said he want to learn how to play tong hua wif piano..so i promised to teach him..and he oso promised he will come today....but he din turned up...i am really impressed by him...dunno how to say lar...although sometimes he keeps blinking his eyes bcos he said he last time played games last for three days and now bcome like this lo.....his eyes very beautiful...he earn money and afford himself...he earn to buy him a bass...he asked me ,where i got my instrument from,where i can pay my fees,sure,is my parents!!!suddenly,i felt i am so fortunate no need to work oso can learn music...i think he is more mature than me la!!Today....

he suddenly asked my address..and where my house near from...i told him but thinking y he asked me this kind of question..maybe he want me to accompany him to buy a bass..i really think like that...but wrong...he came to my house...suprised.....from taman ungku tun aminah and biked here...for me is a long n dangerous journey...but he said he tried to biked from his house to city square...he is a person which humorous...he came here to his ex-skool peihwa n want to c my skool...other than that,he wan to learn tong hua...bcos he promised to me and he over slep so din turned up...he is a fast learner although he keep saying himself very slow...he learned tong hua and the theme of doraemon...after that,we had a walk to our skool,but its raining outside...we still go la...just for a round....his jokes very 'leng'...he just learned to biked on march...howdare he is...he can biked here...maybe for other ppl this is nothing..for me is very dangerous de!!!maybe i am katak di bawah temburung!!!hav a nice time at park...we played swing ,but he said he is too tall to hav that,so he cannot swing lo....he is 180cm...and i am so short...i din look down on myself ...so he is...he never look down on himself bcos of his situation and yet...he dare to chase his dreams...i think for him he has his very 'ming que's target...i told him i want to bcome a voluteer...he said he loveschildren...he dream is own a island and gather all his frend ,he is well planed,he said he will set up a skool there,bcos his next generation will not be buta huruf...haha...i can't say anything..at least he has his dream..

Maybe for him i really a child in comfort zone,but really happy i hav this kind of frend...which i never meet b4!!!

accident ????

Today,wake up quite early,and went for a stroll wif my bike..maybe is too long din bike my bicycle…no air in the tyre….went to tmn sutera….wonder y in the morning perling area no ‘re4 nao4’!!!wan to study sejarah…but just cannot concentreate…all the tamadun..tamadun…really headache…after all…I just finished 1 bab…too bad…

Quan said wan to come my house…but he need to wait for the rain to stop…although the rain din stop at all…suddenly he sms me tat he couldn’t make it…bcos he met an accident…quite shocked ….he still like in the funny mood to tell me about this…

He said he never think tat like him who has a license of cycling will meet accident…lucky,only a minor accident….he din look careful and just cross the road and kena tiang lo…woory about him…but fortunately,just minor injured on his left leg …but he said his left hand all is blood…I oso din asked more…if really so much of blood he wil not so $#%$#%#….so…feel wan to c him….

He asked me a question b4…but I din answered him …bcos I really dunno how to answer…

My Answer: 叶子掉下, 并不代表树不要她; 大树爱惜叶子, 也不代表叶子就永远不会掉下. 风的追求, 也许是叶子要离开树的借口吧! 如果叶子不想离开, 经过风的来袭, 叶子会紧紧拉着树… 也许最后叶子也无能为力…

He replied: 如果树想和叶子长相思守, 为舍么当出不珍惜叶子, 而等到风的追求时, 才去珍惜! 而且我们男生不应该让女生哭…

.......him......

him...this few weeks...something had change...he...a person...i mentioned b4...yet now,can i say i do not noe whats goin on??i realise that i like him...but i noe thats is not love...when i not in the good mood,i will think bout him....when i have trouble ,i will miss him...i tot that is love but i m wrong...that night ,when i knew that he likes me...i confused ...without reason...because a past tense appear....its really a past...maybe somebody will not take it serious,bt it really change....my frends told me...what r u going to expect for a past???i do not noe how to answer...it is very hard to find a peson that he like u more then u....maybe its true...the next day,he asked me...and i said yes...that night is the full moon night-mooncake festival....NOW...i really dunno what is the purpose i want to write 4 this post!!!!

now...two weeks...maybe its really short...but for me a leo girl...i am not that kind just want to find a person that like her a lot....i am not...i a person...which want equal...my frend said that is impossible....maybe..?i dunno...i told him all my feelings...maybe it hurts him...but i just dun wan keep from him...he answered love cannot be compare..maybe its true...i rather believe its true...

here...wanna tell u...maybe u cannot hear or read...but i told u...

remeber i asked u a question b4...time can certifite or just like other ppl say...times can change everything?he aswered...becos time can change someting so...it certifite... 因为时间能淡忘一切，所以它才证明一切!!!!so...let time 证明。。。。i am so afraid that when i lost i realise how important he is to me...and i noe ...i won't let it happen to me...just cherish the time we have,make it as the last day we together,so u cherish it more....we survive ,its nt because of other ppl opinion or view point...we survive its for ourself...not other...!!!!!